No wonder the world is how it is today. I can't feel anything but anguish this days. I've decided to kill the time, so my time will be over. And by becoming over, will I rest in peace in such darkness that bounds us this dark days. I can't imagine a happy ending for my life anymore. Perhaps six months ago I could have had that imagined. But with old memories coming back to the surface I don't have a choice but to remember and try to forget. It's been for almost three years that I feel like this. Ever so sad, ever so miserable, ever so dead on the inside. And dead on the outside. Decaying with every second that passes.........